kinda want to fuck
It’d be nice to get a “hey I’d fuck you” every once in a while
- me on a date: so what animes do you watch
Someone could tell me I’m the most important person to them a thousand times and I’d still be terrified of annoying them.
I want to disappear
to melt away
to disperse into nothing
to deteriorate into oblivion
to rot into the ground
burn to a crisp
let all the blood drain out of my veins
so that I won’t have to feel my pulse and the pain that it brings with each beat anymore
Marla, the big tourist. Her lie reflected my lie. Suddenly, I felt nothing.
I don’t think anyone reads these even if they did no one cares.
This is all exhausting.
I wish I knew what to do.
I have to stay afloat, I can’t go under again.
You’re watching Supernatural? I love that show. The way all the natural is just [clenches fist] so fuckin super
it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie